Saturday, July 14, 2012

Fête de la Bastille

Today France's 4th of July!  Only it's on the 14th.  I'm going out with my husband tonight.  Should be nice.  I'm loving this mild summer.  I wish it had been this nice when I was getting married last year.  It was like 108, and my cake was melting from the heat.  I know.  Super awesome right?

Lately, I'm more level, emotion-wise.  It's weird.  Me, peaceful?  Who knew that was even possible?  Breck has been so sweet.  I guess some people probably find my posts on here weird and overly personal, but I just need to write what's on my mind some days.  It's the best therapy.  I know I'm strange.  I like that about myself.  I'm trying my best to show people this wonderful side of me.  It's full of life and breath.  I'm wearing this beaming smile.  I'm dreaming of a life that one day I'm okay, and I don't need to know everything.

Perfect love casts out fear.  I'm going to let my fear be cast out now.  I'm going to live my life without fear.  I'm going to let my life be.  There's a song about that.  I know things will work out in time.  It's nice to believe that today...I may not believe that tomorrow, so I'm going to enjoy this moment.  I need to hold on to it before it's gone.  Time is so fleeting anyway.


  1. Amen on that note sister! TIme is fleeting... yesterday I had two in diapers... today I barely have one left at home...

  2. It's weird seeing time go by so fast...and it will only go faster. I feel like I want to stop it sometimes, but you really can't.